monalisa: different but still one

 

 

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tips: carpet cleaning

this just changed my life. who knew… window squeegee removes pet hair from carpets and furniture… you’re welcome……

 

 

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the empty Easter egg

Jeremy was born with a twisted body & a slow mind. at the age of 12 he was still in second grade, seemingly unable to learn. his teacher, Doris Miller, often became exasperated with him. he would squirm in his seat, drool & make grunting noises. at other times, he spoke clearly & distinctly, as if a spot of light had penetrated the darkness of his brain. most of the time, however, Jeremy just irritated his teacher.

one day, she called his parents & asked them to come in for a consultation. as the Foresters entered the empty classroom, Doris said to them, “Jeremy really belongs in a special school. It isn’t fair to him to be with younger children who don’t have learning problems. Why, there is a five-year gap between his age & that of the other students.”

Mrs. Forrester cried softly into a tissue, while her husband spoke. “Miss Miller,” he said, “there is no school of that kind nearby. It would be a terrible shock for Jeremy if we had to take him out of this school. We know he really likes it here.”

Doris sat for a long time after they had left, staring at the snow outside the window. its coldness seemed to seep into her soul.

she wanted to sympathize with the Foresters. after all, their only child had a terminal illness. but it wasn’t fair to keep him in her class. she had 18 other youngsters to teach, & Jeremy was a distraction. furthermore, he would never learn to read & write. why waste any more time trying?

as she pondered the situation, guilt washed over her. ‘Here I am complaining when my problems are nothing compared to that poor family,’ she thought. ‘LORD, please help me to be more patient with Jeremy.’ from that day on, she tried hard to ignore Jeremy’s noises & his blank stares.

then one day, he limped to her desk, dragging his bad leg behind him. “I love you, Miss Miller,” he exclaimed, loud enough for the whole class to hear. the other students snickered, & Doris’ face turned red.

she stammered, “Wh-why that’s very nice, Jeremy. N-now please take your seat.”

spring came, & the children talked excitedly about the coming of Easter. Doris told them the story of JESUS, & then to emphasize the idea of new life springing forth, she gave each of the children a large plastic empty Easter egg. “Now,” she said to them, “I want you to take this home & bring it back tomorrow with something inside that shows new life. Do you understand?”

“Yes, Miss Miller,” the children responded enthusiastically — all except for Jeremy. he listened intently; his eyes never left her face. he did not even make his usual noises. had he understood what she had said about Jesus’ death & resurrection? did he understand the assignment? perhaps she should call his parents & explain the project to them.

that evening, Doris’ kitchen sink stopped up. she called the landlord & waited an hour for him to come by & unclog it. after that, she still had to shop for groceries, iron a blouse, & prepare a vocabulary test for the next day. she completely forgot about phoning Jeremy’s parents.

the next morning, 19 children came to school, laughing & talking as they placed their Easter eggs in the large wicker basket on Miss Miller’s desk.

after they completed their math lesson, it was time to open the now filled empty eggs. in the first egg, Doris found a flower. “Oh yes, a flower is certainly a sign of new life, “she said. “When plants peek through the ground, we know that spring is here.” a small girl in the first row waved her arm. “That’s my egg, Miss Miller,” she called out.

the next empty egg shell contained a plastic butterfly, which looked very real. Doris held it up. “We all know that a caterpillar changes & grows into a beautiful butterfly. “Yes, that’s new life, too.” Little Judy smiled proudly & said, “Miss Miller, that one is mine.”

next, Doris found a rock with moss on it. she explained that moss, too, showed life. Billy spoke up from the back of the classroom, “My daddy helped me,” he beamed. then Doris opened the fourth egg. she gasped. the Easter egg was empty. surely it must be Jeremy’s, she thought, & of course, he did not understand her instructions. if only she had not forgotten to phone his parents.

because she did not want to embarrass him, she quietly set the egg aside & reached for another. suddenly, Jeremy spoke up. “Miss Miller, aren’t you going to talk about my Easter egg?”

flustered, Doris replied, “But Jeremy, your Easter egg is empty.” he looked into her eyes & said softly, “Yes, but JESUS’ tomb was empty, too.”

time stopped.

when she could speak again, Doris asked him, “Do you know why the tomb was empty?

“Oh, yes,” Jeremy said, “JESUS was killed & put in there. Then His FATHER raised Him up.” “& that’s how Easter started!”.

the recess bell rang. while the children excitedly ran out to the schoolyard, Doris cried. the cold inside her melted completely away.

3 months later, Jeremy died. those who paid their respects at the mortuary were surprised to see 19 Easter eggs on top of his casket, all of them empty.

 

 

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my 1st birthday without my Mom

today is my special day, the first one without you Mama. they say it should be happy, but it’s hard while missing you. I didn’t get call & hug that I usually wake up to. I’m not sure how to be without you, I’m not sure ever what to do. everything I thought was important, was only important to you. reaching milestone without you, will be the hardest part of it too… it’s about the expectations that I had of you, that I never really knew… I miss you Mama…

 

 

 

 

thank you, JESUS for loving me
thank you for being with me this very moment
thank you for the gift of this day, & all that YOU have made
thank you, JESUS for Your amazing love
how wonderful YOU are!

 

 

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