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my 1st birthday without my Mom

today is my special day, the first one without you Mama. they say it should be happy, but it’s hard while missing you. I didn’t get call & hug that I usually wake up to. I’m not sure how to be without you, I’m not sure ever what to do. everything I thought was important, […]

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my blue day

I am not depressed I can still smile at pretty things & laugh when jokes are funny I can still talk to people & enjoy nice days but when I go inside when I am alone there is something broken & I fall into a sadness so sweet that it engulfs me I look in […]

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full of tears

TUHAN, ajari saya untuk menerima segala kehendakMU bagi hidupku, agar kiranya saya rela atas kepergiannya… karena saya sangat menyayanginya :'(      

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my ‘sad’ day

my heart really has broken. why…. only GOD knows…     I heard that you’re settled down… that you found a girl & you’re married now. I heard that your dreams came true… guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you. old friend, why are you so shy? ain’t like you to hold back or […]

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